These are my words

So I am currently at work, thinking about two things actually:

1. I really need to be doing my work instead of going on here writing a blog, and 
2. What in the world did I do to mess up my life so much right now?

So what are the basics in my life?.. let's see:

I'm 23-years old, going to be 24 in August...that right there is a thought which terrifies me for some reason. I don't want to turn 24 and have yet another year end up the same as the previous 23 have turned out.

I grew up in a small town called Placerville, CA...this is both a good and bad thing. Placerville is an old '49er town of California which was formed during the Gold Rush. That's a good thing, I have grown up with a piece of major California/U.S. history surrounding me. I got to live in a town where a major event that helped to form California happened. Awesome! I also live 45mins away from South Lake Tahoe.

What could the downside be? Well, for one, the town is very small so not much for a teenager to do growing up- you usually had to go to the neighboring towns or Sacramento to do anything really fun. Especially is you weren't into hunting or snowboarding or skiing growing up...which I wasn't. The other downside, is that the town is somewhat more Republican and my family is somewhat more Democrat...now you see.


I am currently living in the Central California area...about 2 hours away from San Francisco and going to college to try and study music. I love being over on this side...the weather is so vastly different from Placerville's it's amazing. I'm planning on graduating next year and hoping to work in the music industry as a band/tour manager. My big hope is to someday live in San Francisco. But I'm also hoping to go to Berklee College of Music in Boston, MA...figure I should try living on the East Coast at some point in my life.

We'll see how things go.

So I've never really done a blog before but I began to realize that maybe I should start writing things down because there's so much going on right now and I need to find some sort of 'vent' to get my frustrations/anxieties/excitements/whatevers out, or else I might blow, you know?

Anyways, these are my words, thoughts, and feelings. These are my beliefs and the thoughts that I live with.  For now, this is what I have and, you know, don't read if you don't want to. Or do read if you do want to. If you don't want to read and you do anyways...well that's your own problem :)